I just messaged Bradley.. Uhm, biggest mistake ever.. the more I talk to him the less he wants to talk to me.. but it's been like ever.. since the last time I talked to him. I don't know what else to do.. I moved on. I'm changing... what else does he want from me? I left him alone! I think it's obvious he no longer wants to be my friend, which actually really hurts. I mean it surprisingly doesn't hurt to know that he's not ready to talk to me yet. I just wish I didn't talk to him at all. I mean I could do this. I mean I could stop talking to him, and completely forget about him.. right? I mean of course I can.. I have done it before so why can't I do it anymore? Ugh I don't know what is wrong with some boys, I mean I think Brad's pretty weak I mean, I have never lied to him about anything or done anything.. me and Brad have never been into any kind of fight.. and now I make this mistake, and he acts like I have done a million things wrong in the past. well anyways, enough about that.. Spanish is hard. I don't want to learn a second language. The school is humongous!!! I have never been so lost. but the only reason why i think the school is so big is because all the school's I have ever attended were small school. mayheim.. it was a really tiny school it was in a village so yeah it was pretty tiny. Elmwood, it wasn't a very big school, I never got lost in Elmwood. and the there's Hillcrest... I don't see how anybody could get lost in that school, I mean it's a circle! and the gym is like right in the middle so that school was very easy to get around.. haha, get it? aROUND? like a circle? :] ANYWAYS, and then in BC the school that I attended was in the shape of a "u" so it was like a half a circle. I never get lost in any of my schools and then of course I get sent to Victoria school, for highschool.. it's like a huge school like grade k-12 . I hate it.. and you know what else I hate? SPANISH! I hate it so much. :\ Good night guys.. i have school in the morning.